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- ▐< ╚NATION, Page 36COVER STORIESShe Said, He Said
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- As the nation looks on, two credible, articulate witnesses
- present irreconcilable views of what happened nearly a decade ago
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- By JILL SMOLOWE -- Reported by Hays Gorey, Julie Johnson and
- Nancy Traver/Washington
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- It was hard to imagine two more unlikely or reluctant
- witnesses. On one side of the divide was Anita Hill, 35, a
- specialist in the dry area of commercial law, a reserved woman
- who by all accounts is given more to listening than to talking.
- On the other was Clarence Thomas, 43, a courtly man who from his
- college days has enjoyed a reputation for treating women with
- particular courtesy and respect. Yet there she was, this prim
- law professor from the University of Oklahoma, seated in the
- glare of klieg lights before the Senate Judiciary Committee,
- calmly detailing graphic charges of sexual harassment against
- the man who until last week seemed virtually certain to be
- confirmed as the next Justice to the Supreme Court.
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- He said, "I have not said or done the things Anita Hill
- has alleged."
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- She said, "I am not given to fantasy. This is not
- something I would have come forward with if I was not absolutely
- sure of what I was saying."
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- For witnesses to this spectacle, whether there in the
- Senate Caucus Room or at home in their living rooms, deciding
- who was telling the truth was all but impossible. Viewers had
- to weigh the testimony of two admirable people -- both of whom
- had escaped, through diligence and perseverance, a background
- of rural poverty to scale great heights, both of whom are known
- to be grounded in strong religious and spiritual values, both
- of whom have reputations for great personal integrity -- and
- pronounce one of them a liar. In the final analysis, it would
- come down to this: the specificity of Hill's charges against the
- intensity of Thomas' denials.
-
- Before the days of exhausting and exhaustive testimony
- would end, Hill would coolly and impassively detail the nature
- of Thomas' alleged harassment while she worked for him in
- government positions from 1981 to 1983. Words like "penis" and
- "breasts" and "pubic hair" would enter the public record
- repeatedly in so somber and untitillating a fashion that no one
- in the hearing room would blanch, let alone smirk or giggle. It
- was clear that the differences in the Hill and Thomas versions
- on what transpired a decade ago were not a simple matter of
- differing sensibilities -- oversqueamishness on her part vs. bad
- taste on his. If Hill's description of Thomas' words and actions
- was truthful, then the Supreme Court nominee was guilty of
- sexual harassment in the past and perjury in the present. If
- Hill's account was a flight of fantasy, then she was delusional
- and a candidate for medical attention.
-
- During Saturday's session, Republican Senator Orrin Hatch
- aimed squarely at the accuser, implying that Hill was working
- in tandem with "slick lawyers" bent on destroying Thomas'
- chances to join the court. Thomas appeared to endorse that view
- when committee chairman Joseph Biden asked if he believed that
- Hill had fabricated a tale of sexual harassment. "Some interest
- groups came up with this story, and this story was developed
- specifically to destroy me," the nominee responded.
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- In the course of the hearing, which Thomas angrily
- characterized as "a high-tech lynching for uppity blacks," other
- witnesses would come forward. Some would try to buttress Hill's
- charges either by affirming that she had complained of sexual
- harassment at the time of the alleged incidents or by putting
- forward their own allegations of misconduct by Thomas. Others
- would seek to cast doubt on Hill's testimony either by dredging
- up recollections that conflicted with hers or by offering
- stories that aimed to weaken Hill's credibility.
-
- But nothing was likely to match the devastating effect of
- both Hill's and Thomas' testimony. Cool and unflappable, Hill
- looked the Senators in the eye and handled every question
- without hesitation. Her hands folded on the lap of her teal blue
- dress, her demeanor polite, cooperative and never defensive, she
- painted a vivid and sobering portrait of what it means to be
- victimized by sexual harassment -- from the fears,
- embarrassments and humiliations she experienced to the
- repercussions it had on her work, health and career choices.
- Given the detail and consistency of her testimony, it was almost
- inconceivable that Hill, rather than describing her own
- experiences, was fabricating the portrait of a sexual-harassment
- victim.
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- No less poignant, searing or believable, however, were
- Thomas' anguished statements and adamant denials. In his opening
- remarks -- which he wrote himself, by a friend's account, after
- telling the White House to "butt out" -- he said he felt
- "shocked, surprised, hurt and enormously saddened" on learning
- of Hill's charges. While Hill would maintain that he had asked
- her out five to 10 times during the period in question, he
- denied that he had ever asked her for even a single date.
- Rather, he said, Hill was someone he had helped at every turn,
- someone he considered a friend. That accusations of harassment
- should come from her seemed to him particularly hurtful. "During
- the past two weeks," he said, "I lost the belief that if I did
- my best, all would work out."
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- Then Thomas enlarged his field of pain. He spoke of the
- long ordeal -- 105 days by week's end -- that he had endured
- since his nomination to the Supreme Court, of reporters picking
- through his garbage cans and poring over his divorce papers.
- "This is not American; this is Kafkaesque. It has got to stop.
- It must stop for the benefit of future nominees and our country.
- Enough is enough," he declared, emphasizing each word.
-
- "No job is worth what I've been through -- no job. No
- horror in my life has been so debilitating. Confirm me if you
- want. Don't confirm me if you are so led." Said he: "I will not
- provide the rope for my own lynching. These are the most
- intimate parts of my privacy, and they will remain just that,
- private."
-
- The tone of his opening statement was so bitter, in fact,
- that many listeners thought he was leading up to a withdrawal
- of his candidacy. But he stopped short of that, apparently
- determined to clear his name even if he could not salvage his
- place on the court. "I would have preferred an assassin's bullet
- to this kind of living hell," he said the next day. But still,
- he insisted, he would "rather die than withdraw."
-
- Friday night, after Hill concluded her testimony, Thomas
- again took his place behind the green-draped table to answer
- questions. But this time his pain had given way to raw anger.
- "I would like to start by saying unequivocally, uncategorically,
- that I deny each and every single allegation against me today."
- He called the hearing a travesty, a circus, a national
- disgrace. During his two days of testimony, Thomas returned
- repeatedly to a central theme of his rebuttal: that he was the
- victim of a racially motivated attack. "I cannot shake off these
- accusations because they play to the worst stereotypes we have
- about black men in this country," he angrily declared.
-
- In his second appearance on Friday, he made an astounding
- statement: he had not even listened to Hill's testimony. Thomas'
- wife Virginia, however, watched parts of it and reported back
- to her husband. When Democratic Senator Howell Heflin of Alabama
- suggested to Thomas that only he could put the lie to Hill's
- claims, Thomas snapped back, "I am incapable of proving the
- negative. It did not occur."
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- Defiant, defensive and plainly fed up with the process,
- Thomas answered further questions tersely, as the Senators
- played back Hill's charges to him. "No." "Absolutely not,
- Senator." "It never occurred." The process, he asserted, was
- "drowning my life, my career and my integrity. You have robbed
- me of something that can never be restored."
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- At only one point did he offer a hint of anything that
- might smack of a personal relationship with Hill. "I would drive
- her home and sometimes stop in and have a Coke or a beer or
- something and continue arguing about politics for maybe 45
- minutes to an hour," he said. "But I never thought anything of
- it." Later, Thomas elaborated on this aspect of their
- relationship by stating that there were a "number of instances"
- when he visited Hill's home while working with her at the
- Education Department.
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- Thomas' two sessions of angry rebuttal were compelling.
- But even so riveting an appearance could not mitigate the
- impact of Hill's own eight hours of virtually uninterrupted
- testimony. In her own opening statement, she spoke first about
- the general nature of her office exchanges with Thomas while
- working under his supervision, initially at the Department of
- Education's office for civil rights in 1981 and '82, then at the
- Equal Employment Opportunity Commission from 1982 to '83. "He
- spoke about acts that he had seen in pornographic films
- involving such matters as women having sex with animals, and
- films showing group sex or rape scenes," she alleged. "He talked
- about pornographic materials depicting individuals with large
- penises or large breasts involved in various sex acts. On
- several occasions Thomas told me graphically of his own sexual
- prowess."
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- The most charged moments came when she offered specific
- details about Thomas' alleged behavior. One of the "oddest
- episodes," she said, involved an exchange in Thomas' office when
- he reached for a can of Coke and asked, "Who has put pubic hair
- on my Coke?" (Later, Hatch accused Hill of stealing the story
- from a work of fiction. Holding aloft a copy of the book The
- Exorcist, Hatch quoted, "There seems to be an alien pubic hair
- in my gin.") On other occasions, Hill maintained, "he referred
- to the size of his own penis as being larger than normal" and
- spoke of the pleasure he had "given to women with oral sex."
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- Urged by Biden to recall her most embarrassing encounter
- with Thomas, Hill responded, "His discussion of pornography
- involving these women with large breasts and engaged in a
- variety of sex with different people or animals." Under
- questioning, she also recalled an exchange in Thomas' office
- where Thomas alluded to the large penis of an actor in a
- pornographic film by referring to the character's name.
-
- "Do you recall what it was?" pressed Senator Biden.
-
- "Yes, I do." Hill, permitting herself a rare display of
- emotion, wrinkled her nose in disgust. "The name that was
- referred to was Long Dong Silver." Hatch, who emerged as one of
- the panel's most aggressive interrogators, later dug up a 1988
- decision by a federal appeals court in Tulsa, citing an obscene
- photograph of a character by that name. Hatch suggested it was
- this court case that had brought the name to Hill's attention
- -- not Clarence Thomas.
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- Hill was also quite specific about her last encounter with
- Thomas, in 1983, while still an employee at the EEOC. Up until
- then, she said, she had declined all social invitations from
- Thomas, explaining to the Senators that she had repeatedly told
- him she did not feel it was appropriate to date her supervisor.
- But this was her last day at the EEOC before proceeding to a
- teaching post at Oklahoma's Oral Roberts University. So, she
- said, after he "assured me that the dinner was a professional
- courtesy only," they went to a restaurant after work. "He made a
- comment I vividly remember," she said. "He said that if I ever
- told anyone of his behavior, that it would ruin his career."
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- The most moving aspect of Hill's testimony was the vivid
- portrait she painted of the vulnerability, humiliation and
- frustration she experienced while working under such conditions.
- "It wasn't as though it happened every day," Hill explained.
- "But I went to work during certain periods knowing that it might
- happen." She spoke of her fear of being squeezed out of good
- assignments, losing her job, maybe even not being able to find
- any job at all within the Reagan Administration if she continued
- to resist Thomas' alleged overtures. At one point, she said, the
- stress she experienced from the tension of her relationship with
- Thomas caused her to be hospitalized for five days with acute
- stomach pains.
-
- Although the panel of male Senators seemed to have an
- especially hard time with this part of Hill's testimony, her
- tale struck a resonant chord with countless women across
- America. Judith Resnick, a law professor at the University of
- Southern California Law Center, characterized Hill's testimony:
- "You're seeing a paradigm of a sexual-harassment case."
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- The point most rigorously pursued by the Senate panel,
- particularly Pennsylvania's Senator Arlen Specter, the chief
- Republican interrogator on the committee, was why Hill decided
- in 1982 to follow Thomas from the Education Department to the
- EEOC. At that point, Hill said, she thought "the sexual
- overtures which had so troubled me had ended." Besides, she
- noted, there was talk that President Reagan was thinking of
- phasing out the Education Department, and she feared she might
- wind up jobless.
-
- Once she got to the EEOC, Hill said, the overtures from
- Thomas resumed. If that was true, Senators wondered, then why
- in the years since she turned to teaching had she remained in
- touch with Thomas? Hill said she saw little harm in maintaining
- cordial relations with Thomas now that she no longer worked with
- him and no longer felt threatened by him. "I did not feel that
- it was necessary to cut off all ties or to burn all bridges or
- to treat him in a hostile manner," she said. "If I had done
- that, I would have had to explain this whole situation that I've
- come forward with today."
-
- Specter made much of the fact that while at Oral Roberts
- University, Hill remained friendly enough with Thomas to
- volunteer to drive him to the airport on one occasion. She
- suggested that the university's founding dean, Charles Kothe,
- had asked her to do so. (Kothe was not only her boss at that
- time but a good friend of Thomas' as well.) She visited Thomas
- another time after she left the EEOC, she explained, to get a
- recommendation from him. And what of the 11 phone calls she made
- to Thomas over a six-year period, publicized earlier in the week
- by Thomas' Senate champion, Republican John Danforth of
- Missouri? Those, she explained, were work-related calls, and
- each "was made in a professional context."
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- Specter questioned the validity of her memory eight to 10
- years after the events, given that her recollections had changed
- in recent weeks. As an example, he cited the fact that when she
- spoke to the FBI agents in late September, she recalled telling
- only one friend about the alleged sexual harassment. Now, he
- said, she had two witnesses lined up to testify that she had
- complained at the time. "If you start to look at each
- individual problem, then you won't be satisfied that it's true,"
- she said. "But the statement has to be taken as a whole." Then
- she added forcefully, "There is no motivation to show I'd make
- up something like this."
-
- On that point, Hill seemed particularly persuasive. Each
- time committee members tried to probe her possible motivations
- for denouncing Thomas publicly, they came up dry. It became
- clear that it was members of various Senate staffs who had
- approached Hill, not the other way around. She maintained her
- silence publicly until her FBI statement fell into reporters'
- hands on Oct. 5. At that point, she said, "I felt I had to tell
- the truth. I could not keep silent."
-
- Democratic Senator Patrick Leahy confronted the issue of
- motive and asked if she stood to gain in any way from coming
- forward. "I have nothing to gain here," she said soberly. "This
- has been disruptive of my life, and I've taken a number of
- personal risks." She said she had been threatened, though she
- did not elaborate on the nature or source of the threat. "I have
- not gained anything except knowing that I came forward and did
- what I felt that I had an obligation to do," she said. "That was
- to tell the truth."
-
- The only moment when Hill seemed at all evasive came
- during an exchange with Specter over an Oct. 9 account in USA
- Today. In it, Keith Henderson, an old friend of hers who is also
- a former Senate Judiciary staff member, is quoted as saying
- Hill was advised by Senate staff members that her FBI affidavit
- would be the instrument that "quietly and behind the scenes"
- would force Thomas to withdraw, without her name ever becoming
- public. Specter pressed her to recall discussing such a scenario
- with anyone. First she demurred that she did not recall that
- specific comment. Pressed again, she allowed, "There might have
- been some conversation about what could possibly occur." On
- Saturday Specter quickly attacked Hill's change in testimony as
- "flat-out perjury."
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- Senators returned to the point, plainly unwilling to
- accept that Hill had not at least entertained this scenario when
- she made her statement to the FBI agents. They, like many
- viewers, could not fathom how Hill would have failed to
- anticipate that her charges might not remain anonymous and that
- at some point she might have to face Thomas. When asked by Biden
- if she considered herself part of an "organized effort" to keep
- Thomas from the bench, she said, "I had not even imagined that
- this would occur."
-
- There was one attempt at producing a smoking gun:
- Specter's presentation of an affidavit by John Doggett, a Yale
- classmate of Thomas' and a Washington acquaintance of Hill's.
- In it Doggett alleged that at a going-away party shortly before
- she left the EEOC, Hill steered him to a quiet corner and
- chastised him with the words "I am very disappointed in you. You
- really shouldn't lead on women and then let them down." Doggett
- called her charge "completely unfounded" and added that he came
- away "feeling that she was somewhat unstable, and that, in my
- case, she had fantasized about my being interested in her
- romantically." Hill responded that she barely knew Doggett and
- stated flatly, "I did not at any time have any fantasy about
- romance with him."
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- When the hearing concluded, everyone who had witnessed
- Hill's and Thomas' dramatic testimony knew for certain only what
- they had known at the start: one was telling the truth, and the
- other was lying. There was no way to imagine a happy ending to
- this very sad confrontation. For both Hill and Thomas, it was
- the hardest ordeal of their lives. But one of them was
- shouldering the burden unfairly -- and it may never be known
- which one. While both had been sullied and injured by the
- proceedings, only one had been dragged through the mud on the
- strength of a very convincing lie.
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